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just came home after going over to andy's house for some gunbound action with isaac. im really wondering why all these distractions come at such a time. seriously, i must find the will to stop.
on the way back home, i found myself suddenly reflecting on alot of things. i recalled the feeling when i took back my chemistry and english papers and i thought to myself, is this the kind of results i want for my O's? is it worth this few weeks of play for another year of facing the same books again? its really weird but i recalled what mdm teng said; "dont let the course choose you, you choose the course". at the same time, i thought of another friend of mine who took his Os the previous year. he was one lucky chap who escaped with 15 odd points without putting in hard work and i asked myself, will i be this lucky? i doubt so, i dont feel like taking this risk and end up regretting. i know i sound so unlike myself but its even more strange that i felt myself thinking so seriously on the bus and i think i should blog it down to help serve as a reminder. the urge to study suddenly came pouncing on me, im not even sure if its for real but i should know once i settle down onto my desk and spread my books in front of me. obviously, i hope this urge remains and although i feel simply like im paying lip service but since i really reflected so seriously today i feel i should blog it down.
im cursing myself because for those people who are blessed with siblings to help them, they are always keen for their help while those without siblings have to find help on their own. for me, i feel really stupid for always rejecting her and now when i finally feel i need her help she found a job. its dumb huh, people only cherish things when its no longer there.
im sure some people out there dont get much freedom from their parents, and for those who do, you should cherish it. i dare say im abusing it, and im trying hard to stop. for my parents who had spent so much effort in bringing me up, its time to repay them with action, not simply lip service.
haha, i can hardly believe i just wrote such stuff. i really hope when i need to find the urge or motivation, i would just have to refer to this post. time is definitely not on our side man, its only 39 more days left and just in case numbers are not your cup of tea its thirty-nine more days. i must really solemnly take an oath to study. im stanley gan wei hao and im 16 years old. if ever theres a time to prove to your friends and parents you are not some lazy shit, this is it.
for today, its nothing much except going to hougang mall for lunch and trying the famous YONG'S teochew kueh aka soon kueh. the franchise shop at hougang mall really suck man, as in, i mean they are real stingy with the black sauce, its like 5 soon kuehs with a mini packet of black sauce, which is also like the main thing to make the soon kueh taste better.
i think i've said enough man, im so not feeling myself tonight after coming back from andy's house. i just hope that this "seriousness" aint fading away. this post shall serve as a "motivational post" for me.
although you guys may think im REALLY not thinking properly, this should make you think otherwise. COS I STILL REMEMBER TO RATE MY DAY! haha wtf?! must end in some happy note or else this post sound so moody. yeap where was i? oh ya the rating of my day. hmm lets see, i feel today is not entirely an uneventful day, hence im giving today a rating of an average day! so crap, i used an entire paragraph just to rate my day. i cant think of any other better words to rate leh, lol. good night people, to sum it all off, i just wanna tell you lazy people that the main aim of this post is to make you have a bad nights sleep thinking hard. haha no la jus joking. ok dinner or rather supper is here. bye
on the way back home, i found myself suddenly reflecting on alot of things. i recalled the feeling when i took back my chemistry and english papers and i thought to myself, is this the kind of results i want for my O's? is it worth this few weeks of play for another year of facing the same books again? its really weird but i recalled what mdm teng said; "dont let the course choose you, you choose the course". at the same time, i thought of another friend of mine who took his Os the previous year. he was one lucky chap who escaped with 15 odd points without putting in hard work and i asked myself, will i be this lucky? i doubt so, i dont feel like taking this risk and end up regretting. i know i sound so unlike myself but its even more strange that i felt myself thinking so seriously on the bus and i think i should blog it down to help serve as a reminder. the urge to study suddenly came pouncing on me, im not even sure if its for real but i should know once i settle down onto my desk and spread my books in front of me. obviously, i hope this urge remains and although i feel simply like im paying lip service but since i really reflected so seriously today i feel i should blog it down.
im cursing myself because for those people who are blessed with siblings to help them, they are always keen for their help while those without siblings have to find help on their own. for me, i feel really stupid for always rejecting her and now when i finally feel i need her help she found a job. its dumb huh, people only cherish things when its no longer there.
im sure some people out there dont get much freedom from their parents, and for those who do, you should cherish it. i dare say im abusing it, and im trying hard to stop. for my parents who had spent so much effort in bringing me up, its time to repay them with action, not simply lip service.
haha, i can hardly believe i just wrote such stuff. i really hope when i need to find the urge or motivation, i would just have to refer to this post. time is definitely not on our side man, its only 39 more days left and just in case numbers are not your cup of tea its thirty-nine more days. i must really solemnly take an oath to study. im stanley gan wei hao and im 16 years old. if ever theres a time to prove to your friends and parents you are not some lazy shit, this is it.
for today, its nothing much except going to hougang mall for lunch and trying the famous YONG'S teochew kueh aka soon kueh. the franchise shop at hougang mall really suck man, as in, i mean they are real stingy with the black sauce, its like 5 soon kuehs with a mini packet of black sauce, which is also like the main thing to make the soon kueh taste better.
i think i've said enough man, im so not feeling myself tonight after coming back from andy's house. i just hope that this "seriousness" aint fading away. this post shall serve as a "motivational post" for me.
although you guys may think im REALLY not thinking properly, this should make you think otherwise. COS I STILL REMEMBER TO RATE MY DAY! haha wtf?! must end in some happy note or else this post sound so moody. yeap where was i? oh ya the rating of my day. hmm lets see, i feel today is not entirely an uneventful day, hence im giving today a rating of an average day! so crap, i used an entire paragraph just to rate my day. i cant think of any other better words to rate leh, lol. good night people, to sum it all off, i just wanna tell you lazy people that the main aim of this post is to make you have a bad nights sleep thinking hard. haha no la jus joking. ok dinner or rather supper is here. bye
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